3.08.2012

{Lose Control Part 2}

Side Note: So remember when I planed to write a part of "Lose Control" once a week… Whoops :) 

Introduction

Part 2

So I waited…and waited…and waited. 
The school had told me that it would be a few weeks before I would know anything. 
Spring break came and went, and I never worried one bit. I was fully confident my future as a charter school teacher was tied up in a  pretty bow.

Oh how wrong I was.

They did finally call, BUT it was to have me send them a video of me teaching. Again, my super-teacher-not-being-humble-AT-ALL attiutude kicked in.

I sent off my video and waited... and waited.. an waited.
 OH MY LORD I WAS SO SICK OF WAITING.

At this point I have been in the interview process for 5 months at this point. I was exhausted, but still I have not crumbled to God's repeated directives to be humble and at other paths.

I politely called, politely emailed, politely sent smoke signals. Still no word.

SERIOUSLY, 5 MONTHS.

I finally received the last devastating blow.
What I had poured my heart, soul, time and hope in had just ended with an email that started with "I regret to inform you". 

I didn't even cry, I didn't get upset. 
I just sat in udder shock. 
The life I had been planning in my head had just vanished in front of my eyes.

After a few very tough weeks and FRANTIC job applying I had no choice I had to move home.

I was crushed. I was supost to move straight in to a cute apartment, be independent.

So I headed back home.
and here is when I finally start to break down, humbled, and realize I have to start to lose control.


Part 3 next week (promise!)

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9 comments:

Kara said...

This is so awful Meg! I hate hearing this. But God will open a new door and a better opportunity for you. Can't wait to see what He has in store for you!

Heather at 123 said...

I was ubber excited to see this post this morning. Can't wait for next week!!

xo
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Valerie Griffin said...

excited for part 3!

Leigh Anne said...

Patiently awaiting part 3!

xo
Leigh Anne

Jessica @ Lovely Little Things said...

I have been waiting for thissss!
I'm not very good at handling "to be continueds" so please don't forget to post next week ;)
aka keep that to do list under control - ahhh! I need to do that myself this week.

Happy Happy Thursday love :)
xo

LeahJo said...

just caught up with part I. I like this series, can't wait till next week.

Lindsay @ Trial By Sapphire said...

Well, don't you think you should post it early since we waited extra long for Part 2? Just a thought. ;-)

Happy Friday Eve, lovely!

Liz with the Lovely Life said...

Can't wait for next week!! Looked forward to this one since the minute i finished reading pt.1!!

Emma said...

I just now saw this and I was like SHE POSTED ANOTHER ONE!! Haha I can't wait to read more...I will be patiently waiting ;)