{Lose Control Part 2}

Side Note: So remember when I planed to write a part of "Lose Control" once a week… Whoops :) 


Part 2

So I waited…and waited…and waited. 
The school had told me that it would be a few weeks before I would know anything. 
Spring break came and went, and I never worried one bit. I was fully confident my future as a charter school teacher was tied up in a  pretty bow.

Oh how wrong I was.

They did finally call, BUT it was to have me send them a video of me teaching. Again, my super-teacher-not-being-humble-AT-ALL attiutude kicked in.

I sent off my video and waited... and waited.. an waited.

At this point I have been in the interview process for 5 months at this point. I was exhausted, but still I have not crumbled to God's repeated directives to be humble and at other paths.

I politely called, politely emailed, politely sent smoke signals. Still no word.


I finally received the last devastating blow.
What I had poured my heart, soul, time and hope in had just ended with an email that started with "I regret to inform you". 

I didn't even cry, I didn't get upset. 
I just sat in udder shock. 
The life I had been planning in my head had just vanished in front of my eyes.

After a few very tough weeks and FRANTIC job applying I had no choice I had to move home.

I was crushed. I was supost to move straight in to a cute apartment, be independent.

So I headed back home.
and here is when I finally start to break down, humbled, and realize I have to start to lose control.

Part 3 next week (promise!)



Kara said...

This is so awful Meg! I hate hearing this. But God will open a new door and a better opportunity for you. Can't wait to see what He has in store for you!

Heather at 123 said...

I was ubber excited to see this post this morning. Can't wait for next week!!


Valerie Griffin said...

excited for part 3!

Leigh Anne said...

Patiently awaiting part 3!

Leigh Anne

Jessica @ Lovely Little Things said...

I have been waiting for thissss!
I'm not very good at handling "to be continueds" so please don't forget to post next week ;)
aka keep that to do list under control - ahhh! I need to do that myself this week.

Happy Happy Thursday love :)

LeahJo said...

just caught up with part I. I like this series, can't wait till next week.

Lindsay @ Trial By Sapphire said...

Well, don't you think you should post it early since we waited extra long for Part 2? Just a thought. ;-)

Happy Friday Eve, lovely!

Liz with the Lovely Life said...

Can't wait for next week!! Looked forward to this one since the minute i finished reading pt.1!!

Emma said...

I just now saw this and I was like SHE POSTED ANOTHER ONE!! Haha I can't wait to read more...I will be patiently waiting ;)